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i'm ridzi; 17 years old, and i have a slight obsession.
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Posted 2 years ago // 0 notes
tagged : #im so screwed  #oh gosh 
Pre-high school anxiety.

I just need to calm down. It’s just school. Just school. You will be bombarded with tests and homework and projects so just calm down. 

Like hell I can. 

UGH. >________< 

I totally suck at making friends. I can’t go up to a person and just be like, “Hey.” No. I expect people to walk up to me and say hi. And I just can’t face the fact that people don’t do that. And that I need to be the one to go up to people and say hi. BUT I JUST CAN’T DO IT. I’m a serious loser. How in the world do I already have friends who are willing to stick with me? 

Okay, pessimism and negativity is getting me nowhere. Maybe I’ll just sit calm and wait till Monday .___.